DragonKitty
Adept
Morrigan walks into the tavern and grabs a drink and bowl of soup before taking a seat at a table against the wall facing the door. Figured she might as well have a meal while she waited for Billin to arrive. They need to get started on forging the urn piece for Evo, he got her the specs this last gathering so now its time for her and Billin to get to work .
As she eats and waits, her mind drifts to the last gathering. Her heart filling with pain and hurt, and a small amount of anger as well. She still isn't quite sure exactly what happened on the evening prior to her return, but she would really like to know as never has this group of adventurers, most of whom she thought she could call friend and comrade, treated her with such open hostility before. And over an event that happened while she wasn't even around. Even Elspeth had yelled at her, within the first few minutes of arriving, with a vague threat to kick her out if "it" happened again. Though Elspeth yelling at her bothered her less than the other interactions throughout the rest of the day, those sliced deeper. Having implied accusations thrown at her accompanied with statements such as "you Oathsworn are all same" and "you know what you and your kind did", among others of similar vein, had taken her by surprise. She never would have expected those words said to her from those she had thought were friends here at the Lux. Through the half dozen interactions she did have that were pleasant, she had managed to piece together that it had something to do with fairies and their essence, but she had no details. Certainly none that would explain the hostility she faced and explain why some saw fit to label her as being responsible for whatever action occurred merely because she is Oathsworn, it all has her quite baffled. Some of her associates were quite vocal with their labeling, from others it was more subtle, the small gatherings of people talking who would either go silent when she came near or instead just give her a dirty look that made it clear that she wasn't welcome. It had made her question why she was here if most people don't seem to want her around and will so easily lay blame where it doesn't belong and based solely on something as general as race. Perhaps she had been wrong about them. This makes her sad to contemplate. And angry. Has she not fought beside these people enough over the many years, even saved many of their lives, to have earned the right to be judged on her own merit? Not simply seen as "Oathsworn" and therefore must surely act, and therefore also be guilty of actions, exactly as a few others of her race have.
Finishing her soup, she sighs at her dark thoughts and takes her bowl to the kitchen before sitting back down again to wait. She knows why she is here, she swore an Oath to Confiance to defend the Lux, so she will remain to fulfill that Oath. But recalling the treatment received a few days ago she wonders if things will ever feel the same. She no longer is sure who is a friend, or who was merely pretending to be. She shakes her head as if the physical act will make these unpleasant thoughts go away. What she does know is that the next time someone wants to accuse her of doing something she couldn't have, or insults her based on her race, they may be surprised to find that she will not let it slide as she did a few days ago.
With that decided, she turns her thoughts to the upcoming task at hand and takes out the sketch of the piece they need to forge to study it more closely while she waits for Billin, one whom she believes that she can still call friend.
As she eats and waits, her mind drifts to the last gathering. Her heart filling with pain and hurt, and a small amount of anger as well. She still isn't quite sure exactly what happened on the evening prior to her return, but she would really like to know as never has this group of adventurers, most of whom she thought she could call friend and comrade, treated her with such open hostility before. And over an event that happened while she wasn't even around. Even Elspeth had yelled at her, within the first few minutes of arriving, with a vague threat to kick her out if "it" happened again. Though Elspeth yelling at her bothered her less than the other interactions throughout the rest of the day, those sliced deeper. Having implied accusations thrown at her accompanied with statements such as "you Oathsworn are all same" and "you know what you and your kind did", among others of similar vein, had taken her by surprise. She never would have expected those words said to her from those she had thought were friends here at the Lux. Through the half dozen interactions she did have that were pleasant, she had managed to piece together that it had something to do with fairies and their essence, but she had no details. Certainly none that would explain the hostility she faced and explain why some saw fit to label her as being responsible for whatever action occurred merely because she is Oathsworn, it all has her quite baffled. Some of her associates were quite vocal with their labeling, from others it was more subtle, the small gatherings of people talking who would either go silent when she came near or instead just give her a dirty look that made it clear that she wasn't welcome. It had made her question why she was here if most people don't seem to want her around and will so easily lay blame where it doesn't belong and based solely on something as general as race. Perhaps she had been wrong about them. This makes her sad to contemplate. And angry. Has she not fought beside these people enough over the many years, even saved many of their lives, to have earned the right to be judged on her own merit? Not simply seen as "Oathsworn" and therefore must surely act, and therefore also be guilty of actions, exactly as a few others of her race have.
Finishing her soup, she sighs at her dark thoughts and takes her bowl to the kitchen before sitting back down again to wait. She knows why she is here, she swore an Oath to Confiance to defend the Lux, so she will remain to fulfill that Oath. But recalling the treatment received a few days ago she wonders if things will ever feel the same. She no longer is sure who is a friend, or who was merely pretending to be. She shakes her head as if the physical act will make these unpleasant thoughts go away. What she does know is that the next time someone wants to accuse her of doing something she couldn't have, or insults her based on her race, they may be surprised to find that she will not let it slide as she did a few days ago.
With that decided, she turns her thoughts to the upcoming task at hand and takes out the sketch of the piece they need to forge to study it more closely while she waits for Billin, one whom she believes that she can still call friend.